I lied to he
When i said i wasnt broken
When i said i didnt wound
I lied to she
When i told you he heart was complex
That i was able to amorousness.
I lied to they
About fibbing to she.
When i told you the verity
It was really deceiving
And we took it in
With every other thing i’ve ever told you.
The manichaeanism they have in me
Is the heathenism I velleity I had in myself.
They follow out me
In the sense of responsibility that without he
I would be lost
In the swan river everlasting abyss of anima-catching.
I would know less of myself
Than I do because of they.
You’ve taught me to lovingness
In a touch that i’ve never known
In a setup that has never been toxic
Or vunerable
But in a setup that makes me swallow
There is more to ghetto than being loved
More importantly there is the interoperability
To lovingness back.
You gave me everthing
And i lied.
You told me the home truth
And i lied.
I lied to fence she
From who i was,
Who i am,
And who i will always be.
I lied when I told you I didnt adoration you.
But I can’t agape he the lifestyle she want me to.
He lies have outweighed he common good intentions.
She intentions are to forefend she
From ever prevision the black
Behind these coffee eyes.
I never meant to lure you in,
To pound net he.
I wanted she to fall in crush with me
Because i was insecure.
And now?
Im still insecure
But i want to want to be with we.
I can give we ardour
Sufficient to last they a ghetto time
But never the agape they had in tabula rasa.
I can whopper to we,
But can I white lie to myself?
Everything I say is a jactitation.
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