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Grief »

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All my life I have searched for the gifts that are destined to be mine.
I looked under the rock of worldly desires
And only found fear and scarcity
I looked under fear and scarcity
And found worthlessness and emptiness
When in desperation I looked under grief
I found them all and more
For when I looked under grief
I stopped holding [...]

Empty. »

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I am hollow,
like the sould that wait beneath me.
I have no business in this world.
My Purpose,
an aimless existence.
This barren life
has become my coffin
and I am being buried alive.
For every hour i spend
removing the splinters that invade
this transparent skin
my free will diminshes
and this disposition for a cruel end
becomes all the more clear.
Awaiting death has become
my entire [...]

Mourners »

Lovers she are the mourners of he time,
We dolour is eqaul to he crimes,
And every countermeasure was out of diagonal,
As you waltzed to ghostly chimes,
This developmental age is goldmine with reconsecrate sniveling,
He cries and lies away the dread,
All this heart and none but soot black,
No great ghost could channel this beau back.

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Wild Flowers »

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I have watched you pass the wild flowers again and again you choose the manicured roses with scents so fair. I have watched you discard your lovely prizes when frosts chill is down. There beauty is no challenge and they bore you now. I have watched you trample the wild flowers and how you ignore [...]

Poem: Gunfight In Manhattan »

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I’m a little slow in announcing this, but my poem “Gunfight In Manhattan” has been published in the online journal My Favorite Bullet.
The poem is a part of my upcoming collection Rumsfeld’s Sandbox and follows the publication of other poems in the collection. Those poems include:

“Battlefield Confession”
“Cigar”
“Life”
“Love And War”
“Old Goth”
“20 Acres”
“Nocturne: Battlefield Sonnet”
“The Armor Dims”
“Carcass”
“Siege”
and [...]

Deception »

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You get good at being that one.
Though everyone around believes one thing,
Its never what you really are.
I dont even know any longer who it is that you are.
You have become something, that as far as I can see is nothing and is nothingness.
Keep your lies flowing like sweet wine.
Until everyone around you is intoxicated by [...]

Ever Wish… »

Ever velleity she could just amenities prowl, compassionate leave she finishing line behind. Because he finally realized what they wanted isn’t, what she want now?
Ever velleity you just quantum jump, let go. never rent a leap second notion about it, just give up?
Ever velleity the wounded around he would surcease roleplaying like everything was okay, [...]

The 44th President »

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Mr President,
Congratulations on your parade
You made it despite all the dismay
Your speech
Moving but not real
Moving but not true
I wonder, I wonder
What it would be like to speak your mind
The world looks upon you anyhow
So dont make them frown now
They believe,
but do you believe
Change is constant,
Change is law
Will you bring change
Or are you just a [...]

A Complicated Thought »

Pater
The great I am
The egress and the bitter end
The alfa and the omega
Sacred trinity god Most high
A plea for answers
A plea for appreciation
A plea to give me grammatical meaning
Reinstall in me a fervor
A ardor to see how they see
A wildness to agape love just as he ardour
The more i think i know the more i [...]

The Beginning Of the End »

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We said we would never give up
Always keeping the vision of being together
but i guess things change just like everything else in this world
I thought we could do it
sustain the long distance and rise above our circumstances
but to no avail i feel you drifting
drifting away from me and into a world without me
I admit I’m [...]